I fucking fell

When I was trying to get my tea on top of my wardrobe (I have a bunk bed in my room and it's like a table for me lol)

And I fucking fell

And I got boiling water all over my hand

And my toe twisted weird and I just pulled it to set it back to place in a panic I don't even fucking know what happened to it lol but now it hurts and it's swollen and it sucks bc I really don't wanna go to the doctor :( The nurses in my local clinic are fucking mean to me

I need to change clinics