The title is 100% true! :)

I went to a psychiatrist to deal with the voices in my head (this one isn't true, I like the voices in my head, so happy my drugs didn't take them away) and the doctor prescribed me antidepressants to deal with some psychosomatic pain and health issues I started having years ago at this point.

I genuinely thought that I'm not depressed any more, at least that it was mild depression at worst, even the doctor told me "I don't look depressed" (not in a mean way, she meant to say that it doesn't look like I'm someone who struggles with that any more, just like I also told her) but holy fuck I was wrong.

I think I was struggling with hidden severe depression for years, I just lived in it for so long I had no idea any more what feeling normal even feels like. Now I feel like an actual functional human being. I can talk to people at my college, I can do hobbies again, my struggles now feel normal, they don't feel like overwhelming mental illness any more.

So anyways what I wanted to say is buy things from my ko-fi or Im going to be depressed again and all of this will be your fault :) here's the link handsome https://ko-fi.com/kontraversus

I'm sorry (not really) but this is just so fucking funny to me I'm going to end every post with a self promotion now because it is not only good for my business but also has comedic value :)