Why the fuck is it so fucking difficult to find any information about using Paypal to do art commissions, I messed everything up now I gotta research more how to do this lol

This is so incredibly frustrating.

Or maybe I'm just stupid????

God help me

And additionally I'm asexual (sex positive), so I really don't fucking know do I wanna be him or do I wanna fuck him I just don't know

I have this weird thing where I need to press Caps Lock a few times for my brain to feel satisfied and today I accidentally pressed Tab instead while clip studio was open and I discovered that Tab hides and enables the UI and I think this discovery will change my life

I wanna make just simple, flat colour drawings of Valiant and Sal'a'Vin, just to serve me as current references for the characters before I make more detailed actual reference sheets

I took new photos to renew my ID recently, and MY FACE IS SO FUCKING WIDE here's a visualization btw

The passage of time slowly becomes apparent to me. I have become a man. A wide, wide man.

You guys say yes I've been waiting for this moment for years my life situation was too shit to do that before *manipulates you emotionally but in a cute way

WHAT THE FUCK??

Not sure if I'll finish it, but here's a sketch of these two, since they do end up being friends later (and I'm not making enough art to make more drawings of these two hanging out lol, I'd love to be able to make a short comic in the future or something)

I got a bunch of new brushes and I honestly really like all of them so far, like this pencil brush makes drawing so much more smooth? Or maybe I'm just in a good mood for once? It's one or the other (or both).

Anyways this is my persona he's all yellow you might have seen him somewhere before I don't remember if I posted that here but I like dressing him up because I am not skinny neither do I have money for the many many clothes that I want to wear